I have never imagined that my journey
would last so long, straying away from
my true destination, from my objectives.
I have never imagined that I would
take another different path, away
from what I have wanted.
I have never imagined that this world
dominated by the gray and the continuous
fights of the black and white would be hated.
I have never imagined that without money
people can't thrive, life goal made from money
by money, everything is a lie.
I have never imagined that love was so
fickle, flickering like a candle,
bewitching the mind at the deepest of nights.
I have never imagined that life of was so
dull, repetitive beats and repetitive histories,
predictable memories and known futures.
I have never imagined myself so lost,
so scared, so different, so indecisive,
paths laid in front of me, so bleak.
I have never imagined myself so clueless,
where these paths lead, if I want to take them,
questioning what is right and what is right.